Relationships--so many rust flakes that shown like corn flakes--never mind the sugar or the lickity wings music. Who? What? When and who was it? Was it love? I dunno. I was a bandito starting with my first kiss--a champion sprinter if I must say so.

Twenty years ago I tried to get some depth and spirituality by moving into a yoga center. It was helpful but I never had the patience to learn yoga, though I enjoyed the chanting. I stayed there for 3 years until it proved stifling. My therapist was surprised but applauded the move. Then I discovered the Daily Racing Form. I just had to master it and I would be rich and make up for all my failures.